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An update just for Court!
2:51 pm - 05.27.03

So.... an update....

I can honestly say i didn't have any intentions of updating anytime soon... but now that i've checked my email and saw that SOMEONE still wonders about me (thanks court! (: ...) i figured i'd update. so court, here's your update....

i'm still lovin' the life in florida. things are a little bumpy at times and life gets frustrating when you're on your own, but there are lots of good times. i debate moving back home all the time. it's not that it's so hard here, but i just think of how much EASIER life at home would be. but at the same time, i think about how much better my parents and i get along since we don't see each other 24/7. don't get me wrong, i love them with all my heart and i'd love to spend every minute of everyday with them, but when you put different people together for extended periods of time, it's not always pleasant if you know what i mean. but nonetheless... i miss them more and more everyday. which makes me want to hurry and graduate and get this whole school thing out of the way. not only because it's about damn time, but because i want to make them proud.

speaking of school... i'll be going to unf again in the fall. i'm planning on making my big and final move spring 2004. there's a lot of options, but still a lot of time too. this way, i get to go to school, but at the same time i get to figure out what it is that i really want without spending a massive amount of money. i can figure out my major, where i actually want to go to school and how i'll fund it all. so, even though i'm still unsure right now, i think it's the way it's supposed to be for now... and i'm just going with it. i know there's good things planned for me... but there's no need in rushing those things right?

so, i still don't like my job all that much, but since jeremy (my new manager) and i get along so well, it makes it that much easier to work there. some of the girls are opening up a little more and aren't bein' total bitches. so that's nice. it sucks for the new people though 'cause i know what it feels like.

other than that, i haven't been up to much. i hated takin' a semester off, but at the same time i think it's something that i needed. i needed time to find a little bit of myself and time to analyze my life a little without constant pressure from school. so... it worked out i guess. plus, instead of loving my sememster off, it has made me want to go back to school more than anything.

nick and i are doing well. he asked me to be his girlfriend ... again. lol.... this time, i said yes. so there you have it... my first boyfriend. (: a few weeks ago we went down to daytona and new smyrna beach. he taught me how to fish... court, it was so much easier with the bobber in your parents ponds! lol... but we had a blast. we argued all the time for like 6 months before that trip... but i guess it was something we needed. i learned that i don't have to nit pick him all the time ... and that we can hang out and just have fun like when we first met. so... we'll see where it goes from here.

i'm planning on making a trip home next month... court, i wanna come down to see you ... so... i'll keep you updated on that... and believe me, i'll let you know way more than the day of in advance! lol... i plan on takin' a long trip... so hopefully i'll get to spend a few days with you as opposed to one ...

surfing might be in my near future. it's definitely something i'm interested in and looking into... i'll keep you updated on that also.

so... other than just living life, i don't know what else to update on. oh... i can't get online as much anymore since i'm working all the time and my bro goes to bed early. i know i know... why don't you just get the internet at your apartment? well... i had it ... but now somethin's wrong with my phone line, which besides work, is the other reason i don't get on and update. not to mention i usually don't like to update unless i have news about something... but i'll try harder. i know i don't get to talk to you as much anymore and i definitely miss that. i miss you ... i miss us... i know that sounds gay... but you know what i mean! and even though i may not show it ... i think about you all the time! no one's ever gonna replace what you mean to me... so just remember that ok?! and remember that i love you! (: k... so i'm gonna get going... i hope school went well for you this semester ... i'll talk to you soon!

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