


why does life and growing up have to be so complicated? why are there so many life decisions to make? why is it that no matter what you choose, you have to leave something behind or miss out on an opportunity?
i get more and more confused as each day passes.....it's really startin' to drive me insane too!
so....i finally came up with a name for my leopard gecko....it's really girly, but since i figured out how to tell what sex they are and i found out she was a girl, i thought it suited her just fine.....LILY....so...if i talk about lily, it's my gecko. (: it's really cute listenin' to nick call her lily too.... hehe....
so there's a lot of intense brain action going on in my head.....especially over the last few months.....lot's of life decisions that need to be made....i'm still sortin' it all out and tryin' to make the most of it....i just didn't know growing up would be so hard ya know? it sucks....it's like, i wanna do everything, but it's like there's not enough time or something? i dunno....
so...til i figure things out, i won't have much to update on....
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