Dork!!!

TADA.....
12:27 am - 09.25.03

so... i'm going deep sea fishing, again, in 5 hours. how exciting is that? FINALLY a day off for fun!

school has been fun... not much going on except the first round of tests coming up next week. art history is gonna be a bitch. we have to know dates and spellings....i mean really....who knows how to spell every italian's name under the sun? jimminy christmas! but other than that....school has actually been fun so far this semester. i'm really diggin' my drawing class. it's crazy....like, i can't draw, but i can see how my not being able to draw technique is actually improving. so...i'm really stoked about that class. the other class i have is philosophy....and as you can guess it's B-O-R-I-N-G!! but that's ok....i guess until you're a senior and such you don't get all the super-duper "cool" classes. ah well....

so... i dunno what's going on with the whole "boyfriend" thing. we fight a lot, but we have fun a lot too. it's weird. i guess i'm just gettin' tired of it though. i mean, i love havin' the fun....i'm just not into the fighting. i mean....i'm definitely not into fighting just to be heard. i dunno if that makes sense. but it's like....when we fight, it's over things that he's not even listening to. like, he decides when and where he wants to be sweet and all. or when and where we can have a "serious" discussion about "us". and you know....frankly, i just think that's not cool. why does everything always have to be about the other person. i guess me complaining about it makes it sound like i want it to be all about me, but that's not even the case. just being heard and someone takin' the time to listen is all that i ask ya know? is that so freakin' hard? i like him....i even love him...i just don't know if i love him enough to never be listened to. it's getting old, real quick too.

well anyways.....the fam's doing well. friends are doing well (that i know of anyways) and i just bought *drum roll please* a 2002 DODGE RAM 1500. (: thank you, thank you....so i'll update on that later....for now, i need to get some sleep so i can have a good day fishin'...i hope everyone's doin' well....

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