Dork!!!

crappy update....
6:00 pm - 04.30.03

ahhhhh.....finally....a chance to update.

i'm havin' a dilemma... so today i checked my online status for my application at FSU... everything's going well... they've received all the necessary transcripts... but i haven't gotten anything in the mail yet.... so the dilemma is... if i get into FSU, do i want to move to tallahassee? or do i just wanna pack up, move back home and go to OU. i mean...granted i'd LOVE to stay in florida, but at the same time everything would be so easy back at home. no money worries, no bills...but no life. i'd be takin' a million and one hours so i could graduate sometime soon and move back to florida. plus, i'd have to live at home with my parents. and my parents are cool as hell... believe me... but me bein' 22 and livin' at home just doesn't seem right. it contradicts everything that i ever thought... you know, havin' the friends that STILL live at home with mommy and daddy ... i'm not sayin' that i wanna go out and party all nite every nite... but by god... i still wanna have somewhat of a life without disrespecting anyone.

decisions decisions....

as for the update on the 6 stitches in my finger... see ... i was at the club with some friends and i was topping one guys beers.... (i mean c'mon... I was drinkin' faster than him)... the last time i went to do it, the bottle split in half in my hand and cut the fuck outta my finger. so that's that... no more topping beers for me.

is it possible to give up pot for someone that you "love"?? i mean ... is it really all that fuckin' hard to do? what if the person's not even askin' you to give it up ...what if they're just askin' you to not do it around them ... or to not be around them when you have done it?? is that so fuckin' impossible??

geez...the road trip to houston was fun. i met scott's best friend brandon ... brandon's girl tabitha (who was cool as hell), brandon's uncle jim... what a lush... lol... and scott's mom and new husband. it was a pretty small wedding...but pretty nonetheless. 13 hours didn't really feel like 13 hours... all in all...good road trip.

other than that... don't have much to update on ... i'm sure there's something...but i can't think of it ... but hopefully i'll have the whole FALL 2003 update shortly... gaw, i need to figure that out... and soon!

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